Sunday, May 24, 2015

Song Meaning: One Direction – Story of My Life



The song is about a love story gone-bad: in the first verses, in fact, the main character thinks about the break-up with a girl whom really loved.
In the hook, the story changes: the boy, who can’t have the true love of her life (because she broke up with him), just passes from one girl to another, trying to convince them and himself that he does love them, but he realizes the he can’t forget the love of her life, who is the one that he can’t have, as well.

[Verse 1: Harry & Liam]
[Harry]
Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain
This line could mean that he figuratively built a wall that has retention of feelings that are too difficult to clarify. Also, he might be talking about a room/place specifically. The memories made there are so intimate and deep that they can’t be explained with words.”
I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days
He’s trying to move on, thus “leaving his heart open” — being open to new love, but no one can fill his heart the way she has.
[Liam]
She told me in the morning she don't feel the same about us in her bones
The feeling of not wanting to be together anymore was so strong and so deep, that she could feel it in her bones.
It seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stone
By stone, he is referring to his tombstone, saying that her words will be his epitaph. He feels that he will carry the pain for the rest of his life because of the emotional devastation.

[Pre-Chorus: Zayn]
And I'll be gone gone tonight
The ground beneath my feet is open wide
Zayn will be gone tonight as she tells him that she doesn’t feel the same about their relationship. When he leaves he is so broken that it seems like the ground opened up and he can’t stop falling.”
The way that I've been holding on too tight
With nothing in between
This line refers to the way he has been fighting for their love, how he has been ‘holding on’ to what they have in a metaphorical way, when in fact there was no durable nor sustainable love within them. He feels his effort was worthless because, in the end, he loses her anyway, but he can’t let her go.

[Chorus: Harry]
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time is frozen
(The story of, the story of)
The story of my life I give her hope
I spend her love until she's broke inside
The story of my life (the story of, the story of)
The love he finally receives from her is spent (possibly on another girl?) and now she feels abused because the boy had given her hope for a real relationship, and that’s been the story of his life, always creating a sustainable connection then tearing it down. He has become a guy who gets close and never keeps the connection alive, taking a toll on those who want to love him and those he wants to love.

[Verse 2: Niall]
Written on these walls are the colors that I can't change
Whether the room is a real physical place or not, the stories and the emotions associated with this place are permanent. They can’t be changed.
Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage
Now that he has suffered this heartbreak when he opens his heart to love again he can’t do it. This line is saying that his heart is scared to love again.
I know that in the morning now I'll see us in the light upon the hill
He’s saying that he’ll see her everywhere. When he gets up in the morning he’ll see her and be thinking of her even though she is not there. He’s remembering their relationship even though it’s no longer there.
Although I am broken, my heart is untamed still
Although Niall is heart-broken from their break up, he will eventually love again because nobody’s heart is tamable.

[Bridge: Zayn]
And I been waiting for this time to come around
But baby running after you is like chasing the clouds
Catching a cloud is physically impossible and Zayn uses it as a metaphor for trying to get with this girl — no matter how much he tries to run and seize the moment, he’ll never reach her.”
[Middle 8: Niall]
The story of my life, I take her home
I drive all night to keep her warm and time is frozen
Not driving her home in a literal sense. He’s saying that he would do whatever it takes to keep her happy and to keep them together but it’s not enough. Those moments where he made her happy are frozen in time for him.